prepare the worst
Hi geng, ssup I'm back again. Just finished my exam .. another 2papers to go..
So kelmarin (2daysago), Me with nis on call laik really a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong called. Thats us kuikui. So at that one moment, I saja suruh nis invite him, and yea he angkat but got some stuff to do so he will called like another half hours.
Actually, I had a very late night thoughts everyday. IDK why, it was a random things. About my future, love life, money...myself. Then, tak tau why suddenly la kan i had this one random thoughts,,, tiber. So i told that to Anis. Anis was laik
"Bish why kau baru sedar sekrang"
So back to our called ritu. He was there, we talked usually, random things. Suddenly I've got this feelings to asked about my thoughts too. I suruh nis hold the call, so it just me & him.
I was nervouse, istg. I'm shaking as hell but I pretend to be cool.
So what was the thoughts?
I asked him out.
ME IS DEAD.
Look, I already tell ma about this and she allowed okay as long I jaga solat and all so that. I will never dissapoint you ma, thank you and I love you.
So yea, he agreed.
Never expect he will agreed because it was freaking weird if just both of us je keluar. AKU PULAK YANG AJAK HAHAHAHA.
& there was one word from him tau he said "woa first time someone asked me out... macam ni"
DUDE, you're a liar ke cana? I'm not that dumb but idotknow maybe he meant something, aku je takpat dengar or agak? lmao smh.
After a long call,he decided to tidur gitu so tinggal aku dengan anis. I told anis about it and nis was freaking excited about it. I'm happy, she's happy but in my mind "preparing the worst" is the main thing, i think?
Ye, I'm scared. Everything could happen. Look, if both us panjang umur, murah rezeki we will meet. Do not hoping for this lah or expect more. I will not. So I'm chill BUT NIS CANNOT HHAHAHA.
So.. kita tengok je la apa jdi, ni pun tak habis final lagi lol.
Oh i told about ma that hes agreed. Ma said okay saja, as long jaga diri, jaga solat. Thats it. Thanks ma.
Keep praying thats it, never expect more, prepare the worst.
Okay will end this, wanna watch netflix kui. See ya. 💛
So kelmarin (2daysago), Me with nis on call laik really a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong called. Thats us kuikui. So at that one moment, I saja suruh nis invite him, and yea he angkat but got some stuff to do so he will called like another half hours.
Actually, I had a very late night thoughts everyday. IDK why, it was a random things. About my future, love life, money...myself. Then, tak tau why suddenly la kan i had this one random thoughts,,, tiber. So i told that to Anis. Anis was laik
"Bish why kau baru sedar sekrang"
So back to our called ritu. He was there, we talked usually, random things. Suddenly I've got this feelings to asked about my thoughts too. I suruh nis hold the call, so it just me & him.
I was nervouse, istg. I'm shaking as hell but I pretend to be cool.
So what was the thoughts?
I asked him out.
ME IS DEAD.
Look, I already tell ma about this and she allowed okay as long I jaga solat and all so that. I will never dissapoint you ma, thank you and I love you.
So yea, he agreed.
Never expect he will agreed because it was freaking weird if just both of us je keluar. AKU PULAK YANG AJAK HAHAHAHA.
& there was one word from him tau he said "woa first time someone asked me out... macam ni"
DUDE, you're a liar ke cana? I'm not that dumb but idotknow maybe he meant something, aku je takpat dengar or agak? lmao smh.
After a long call,he decided to tidur gitu so tinggal aku dengan anis. I told anis about it and nis was freaking excited about it. I'm happy, she's happy but in my mind "preparing the worst" is the main thing, i think?
Ye, I'm scared. Everything could happen. Look, if both us panjang umur, murah rezeki we will meet. Do not hoping for this lah or expect more. I will not. So I'm chill BUT NIS CANNOT HHAHAHA.
So.. kita tengok je la apa jdi, ni pun tak habis final lagi lol.
Oh i told about ma that hes agreed. Ma said okay saja, as long jaga diri, jaga solat. Thats it. Thanks ma.
Keep praying thats it, never expect more, prepare the worst.
Okay will end this, wanna watch netflix kui. See ya. 💛
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