b u r d e n

I feel the burden, a lot.

I even can't handle my anxiety, insecurity. I'm suck.

Good with pretending, that is me.

It hurts but that is usual for me.

Not that dumb to do something worst, still hoping for the best.

I'm hurts, why ? Good with words, still dumb.

Praying, praying, praying, praying.

Stay strong,

Not about him, just myself. I promised.

I'm hoping for myself to be better not him. He do nothing wrong.

T r u s t  M e.

I can't handle myself. Anxiety, insecurity: Repeat

Wanna go home.

Pray for myself.

I wanna cry, so bad. But it just a waste.

Me deserve better.

InsyaAllah, amin.






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