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Hi, its been a while So, recently.. i hate myself. So much. I cried, Im upset, Good in pretending.. I cried, a lot. I feel relieved after that, that was good. I wanna go back home, I wanna be in my room, Wanna meet my family, My favourite people. It was sad, you need to hide your pain, I fuckin hurts man.. Then I cant hold it, I bursted it out. Shame. I wanna hide it as much as I can, as I could. Missing, but not that much, It just my feelings. He dont even fucking care, why I need to Stupid me haha blame on me. How I wish I didnt know him, He hates me, We do t even fucking no each other. But that was too late. God's llan is the best afterall. Aih. Okay that is it. Not gonna sendu for a long time. Talk later, 💛