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Hi, its been a while

So, recently.. i hate myself. So much.

I cried,
Im upset,
Good in pretending..

I cried, a lot.
I feel relieved after that, that was good.

I wanna go back home,
I wanna be in my room,
Wanna meet my family,
My favourite people.

It was sad, you need to hide your pain, I fuckin hurts man..

Then I cant hold it, I bursted it out.

Shame. I wanna hide it as much as I can, as I could.

Missing, but not that much, It just my feelings.

He dont even fucking care, why I need to

Stupid me haha blame on me.

How I wish I didnt know him,
He hates me,
We do t even fucking no each other.
But that was too late.

God's llan is the best afterall.

Aih.

Okay that is it.

Not gonna sendu for a long time.

Talk later, 💛