K
Hey, how you doing kekek. I'm back.
It's 12:46a.m. already lol. Actually my sleep routine was changed as hell. If ada kelas I nak tidur awal, if takda kelas nak lambat pulak. Student life kekek. I tried to do on diet, i'm not eating nasi a week jugak lah, least of a week kahkah. But I know it not working on me sebab I makan biskut jugak doh, lol sugar. meh.
I'm writing this with my lo-fi on !
Theres a lot nak ckap kat sini actually. A LOT. First of all, Alhamdulillah me with Anis still closed. Even jauh pun but you know we can handle that.
I have my other friends too like her, her, him and yeah him.
So this boy, i will call him K lah cause i like to type kekeke? k LAME.
K is such a good guy friend of mine. We met on 2016, lol kawan sekolah kahkah. We got so many scandals gitu but still in contact and CLOSED till now. I dont know how I can handle that dude doh hhahha.
As I said we were in 'scandal' issues. Not a big deal, biasalah normal hahaha. OH anis is in our group. So we are TRIO!
So... me & Anis actually dah lama tak jumpa K. Lol why ? Hes damn busy and and asyik plan tak jadi lol malays. But on 28/5/2019... (geng i remembered kay) we have met.
Its actually damn awkward for me, even banyak vid call and voice call, but it different when it comes reality. I still can;t accept that he was in front of me. Bodo gila aku HAHAHAHA.
I don't know man, he's too special.. so much. What's wrong with me.
To be honest, I'm still waiting for him since 2016 until now. Damn loyal zah but I know its not worthy for me. He rejected me all the time, k ni betul but I didnt get offended ke apa cause I knew already dah pun what his answer.
I tried to be with someone else.. but damn its not working. Even I rejected my friend using K's name siot. I'm not using him but.. If I dont want to why should push myself kan?
Me is so stupid AHAHAHAH.
On the day when we met tu, after dia balik I macam nak rampage sebab bodohnya lahai. Kesian nis and mir. I'm sorry. AHHAHAHAH
Sampai je rumah, my heart burden gila even my mom asked me why. I dont know how to say, it was burdened not hurts tau but BERAT RASANYA UNTUK DIPIKUL.
To avoid that feelings, i make myself busy and it works. Alhamdulillah.
Tbh again, i dont care if he wants to be with someone else. Im happy as long he's happy. Tapi citarasa dia for girls sekrang ni makin takde adab pulak aku tengok AHAHHAHAH. joking gurl...
So for future girl's K, be good do good.
and for you, dont ever forget me bish. If my prayer terjawab, I hope we will be together.
NO HIGH HOPE FOR THIS, always remind myself.
Argh malas type la bukan dapat dekan pun, will stop here. Peace.💛
It's 12:46a.m. already lol. Actually my sleep routine was changed as hell. If ada kelas I nak tidur awal, if takda kelas nak lambat pulak. Student life kekek. I tried to do on diet, i'm not eating nasi a week jugak lah, least of a week kahkah. But I know it not working on me sebab I makan biskut jugak doh, lol sugar. meh.
I'm writing this with my lo-fi on !
Theres a lot nak ckap kat sini actually. A LOT. First of all, Alhamdulillah me with Anis still closed. Even jauh pun but you know we can handle that.
I have my other friends too like her, her, him and yeah him.
So this boy, i will call him K lah cause i like to type kekeke? k LAME.
K is such a good guy friend of mine. We met on 2016, lol kawan sekolah kahkah. We got so many scandals gitu but still in contact and CLOSED till now. I dont know how I can handle that dude doh hhahha.
As I said we were in 'scandal' issues. Not a big deal, biasalah normal hahaha. OH anis is in our group. So we are TRIO!
So... me & Anis actually dah lama tak jumpa K. Lol why ? Hes damn busy and and asyik plan tak jadi lol malays. But on 28/5/2019... (geng i remembered kay) we have met.
Its actually damn awkward for me, even banyak vid call and voice call, but it different when it comes reality. I still can;t accept that he was in front of me. Bodo gila aku HAHAHAHA.
I don't know man, he's too special.. so much. What's wrong with me.
To be honest, I'm still waiting for him since 2016 until now. Damn loyal zah but I know its not worthy for me. He rejected me all the time, k ni betul but I didnt get offended ke apa cause I knew already dah pun what his answer.
I tried to be with someone else.. but damn its not working. Even I rejected my friend using K's name siot. I'm not using him but.. If I dont want to why should push myself kan?
Me is so stupid AHAHAHAH.
On the day when we met tu, after dia balik I macam nak rampage sebab bodohnya lahai. Kesian nis and mir. I'm sorry. AHHAHAHAH
Sampai je rumah, my heart burden gila even my mom asked me why. I dont know how to say, it was burdened not hurts tau but BERAT RASANYA UNTUK DIPIKUL.
To avoid that feelings, i make myself busy and it works. Alhamdulillah.
Tbh again, i dont care if he wants to be with someone else. Im happy as long he's happy. Tapi citarasa dia for girls sekrang ni makin takde adab pulak aku tengok AHAHHAHAH. joking gurl...
So for future girl's K, be good do good.
and for you, dont ever forget me bish. If my prayer terjawab, I hope we will be together.
NO HIGH HOPE FOR THIS, always remind myself.
Argh malas type la bukan dapat dekan pun, will stop here. Peace.💛
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