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Hi, its been a while So, recently.. i hate myself. So much. I cried, Im upset, Good in pretending.. I cried, a lot. I feel relieved after that, that was good. I wanna go back home, I wanna be in my room, Wanna meet my family, My favourite people. It was sad, you need to hide your pain, I fuckin hurts man.. Then I cant hold it, I bursted it out. Shame. I wanna hide it as much as I can, as I could. Missing, but not that much, It just my feelings. He dont even fucking care, why I need to Stupid me haha blame on me. How I wish I didnt know him, He hates me, We do t even fucking no each other. But that was too late. God's llan is the best afterall. Aih. Okay that is it. Not gonna sendu for a long time. Talk later, 💛

Henlo, yea im back again ehh. Guess what I'm doing now.. Chilling at outside while staring at the moon n while listening some chill songs. I dont feel sad right now it just, it is been so long i never feels like this. Kinda busy with stuff in college. Lol zah got position in faculty so i got that responsibility gituw hahaha. Hm, what a good night for today. Kinda missing the same person. Aih I'm holding my words to release it out. Not that hurts, it was frustrating yet I'm okay. Sigh all the time, i really meant it.. all the time. "When we will text together again, the long one?" "Taknak video call ke, voice call pun is enough" "Should i send you guys some pics of mine in case u guys missin me?" "Even you guys busy yet you guys still remembering me right? Yea we knew" " Atleast send some pic juseyo..." "Are you happy? Glad to know stay safe everytime" "I love you guys so much, I reall...

Got so much to say, But I prefer to shut up. It is not that hurt-hurt, It is okay to being apart, Swear. The bad is, Missing, It is real. But i can do it, No worry, I am still happy, Swear. Hey, I missing you, I bet you do not know, If you do, If you expect, If you get that instict, Great, Do not care about me, Hehe. I miss her too, I really do. Always talk with the short one, Kinda scary but cute, The one that she gave, You know i always talk with it if i am sad, If i miss someone, You, Him, Us. Hey, I love you guys, My buds, Reading this & Get cringe, A lot. Haha See ya 💛

henlo, I'm back. Yea memang ingat malas dah nak update but I think macam sayang pulak hehe. Zah already in Kedah, Anis in Perak, Sya in Segamat, Mir in Tampin and K ? hehe adalah. Well, my life was good so far, nothing weird happen. Nothin interesting just me. Cuma adalah rindu dengan diaorang ni but you know we have our stuff to do. Tak selalu nak kena ada. Our conversation become less, but yet as long diaorang ni hidup pun enough lah aiya. Actually, hmm I don't know how to say. About K.. I'm okay without him. I've got stuff to say but I think It's enough if zah je tau. hehe. Doa la baik-baik. Not hoping anything or expect anything

Henlo, back again with me ehe. So yesterday 19/8/19. Me, nos, ca and amir went to Melacca. It was a good trip even though you know ehem another one can't make to go with us. Oh why ca ikut sekali? cause i want peneman hahaha. No la, i think its better if we bring her, saja to tight our bond back. We're totally happy, went sana went sini. It was quite exhausting juga la cause we rajin gila nak masuk any shops ada kat situ lol. Nak cari bundle but takde sedih gila. We went to jonker for our last destination, dari petang sampai malam. Yea, this trip is in my bucket list actually. Jonker street was freaking pretty, I really love the arts, the buildings.. I wuv it. We took so many picture at there, even tho I'm bad in picture but I'm tryinnnnnn. Thanks to pwitty anosh, she teached and we learned. Istg, I really regret sampai sekarang sebab tak beli gelang macam amir bought to anis. YEPPPOOO LAWA GILA ! But i know if i beli pun I tak pakai, macam a waste, yet still pr...

Henlo, I'm back. So get something to tell.. For today, i think it's gonna be the bad news, i think so.. So 4 of us, we planned to hang out dekat Malacca. Yeah, I planned this jugak since before final. Then guess what happened... He can't go. Yea, I'm a bit suprised. Amir knew this first cse he texting mir. Then mir told anis then ON 2.a.m. THAT GIRL TEXTING ME HAHAHHA. Naw, I'm oky if nis bagitau dulu cse it makes me better for knowing it first. That girl is sad, she's really sedih. What can that girl do if she's sedih. That girl is me. He have his own reasons tho, related with his family then who tf are we nak halang ke apa. Take care there boy & have fun. Well, dia tak bgtau reasons why dia takdapat join, when I "acah" tanya he said ada hal sikit. Boy, I'm sorry I tau already hm. Aih, I expected for a good day tomorrow but you know... His plan is better than us. I trust His plan. He really felt bad & guilty, dude...